Tuesday, December 23, 2008

A WHOLE NEW EXPERIENCE

Oh wow, December is here.......and going to end which means the year is about to end. I'm now in the office, feeling kinda emo and also feeling sickish....Hahaha all self inflicted actually. As you can see from my two previous post, I've been on camps recently and they were back to back.

Convention was great this year. One of the things I've learned this year, that it's worth it to be involved with my LaSallian family. I know as the years goes by, it's going to be harder to be involved but I pray that I'll be able to...Vinny and Prita if you are reading this, please remind me hahaha.....

After convention was my conference in G Hotel (organised by my school). I love G Hotel, the rooms are spacious, free internet, the atmosphere is great but the only thing I didn't like was the food. Thought the food was a bit bland and not much of a variety.

The last camp I went was my Committee Planning Retreat (CPR) in Camerons. Let me just say, I wouldn't want to go there during the holidays, cause it's super jam there. Haha my legs were all wobbly hahaha

Well more camps to come......

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

DID YOU KNOW

I'm a sucker for did you know facts.......I got an email yesterday on some interesting did you know facts so.....here's some

DID YOU KNOW....
....A pig's orgasm lasts for 30 minutes (talk about too much pleasure)

....Statiscally, more people are afraid of spiders than they fear of death (hmm I think that's so true, reminds me of a friend who is so afraid of spiders....he actually thinks all spiders are tarantulas)

....A cockroach can last 9 days without it's head. (See they are mean insects)

....A statue in a park with a soldier on a horse with it's 2 feet in the air means the soldier died in combat. 1 feet in the air, the soldier was wounded. All feet on the ground, the soldier died of natural cause (Hmm....)

....During the civil war, when troops return without any casualities, a writing was put up so all can see which read '0' Killed....or O.K. that's where it came from....which means all is good.

....In ancient England, people can't have sex without the permission of the King. When people were married and they want to have a child, they needed to ask for permission from the King and the King would give them a plague to hang on their door. The plague read "Fornication Under Consent of the King"...of F.U.C.K. (hmm this sounds a bit weird)

....Elephants are the only animals which can't jump :)

Monday, December 1, 2008

NOVEMBER FEVER

Hmm November just came and went but certain highlights for the month

1) AVENUE Q - Was in S'pore to watch tat.....it was super duper fucking (haha how could I not say that seems that's the show to say it innocently) cool show. Hahaha but the coolest of all was with my brother to watch it la.....For Ben it was more of the whole trip as it is his first trip to S'pore (and of course not his last trip :) ) S'pore itself was great......Kenny and gang again brought us out for loads of meals (went to my fav buffet place and had my durian pudding again).

2) Bienalle ART SHOW - Hahaha another highlight although most of the time, I was trying to think what in the world is the art trying to show. A lot of gila gila arts to see and of course arts that doesn't make sense at all (chewing gum art)

3) GENTING - After a week in S'pore, went to Gentings with a few of my post grad friends (imagine 6 guys in one room in First world). It was a great trip cause it was with great people. To Tai Lo, Mei Mei, Syed, Kelly, Kak Ziah, Fadhil, Jib, Awang, Eka, Zirah and Kon, you guys make the word Play Hard another catchphrase.......I love all of you and goign to miss Kelly and Syed....


The girls

The guys

4) A NEW SAGA - Yes, I'm a proud owner of a new Proton Saga........Black some more (although I wanted Blue a lot). My Black Saga right now is at 1888 km within 1 month hahaha..tat's how much I've traveled. With greater power comes greater responsibility (more money to fork out) But I thank God for the blessing la.........and the car is used to blessed others...and I'm learning to be generous with it. So if u need a ride please don't hesitate to call ya.. :)

5) LAB ALMOST OVER - Yeah......my lab is about 80% done...another few more thigns to tie up and I'm done. I hope to end everything by January so that I can just concentrate fully on my thesis. My target June 2009 so please pray for me ya :)

I guess that's a lil summary on my November.........on to December

1) Convention (6th - 14th) - Yup my usual LaSallan convention wil be held from this weekend. Thought I could run away from lots of thigns but end up have to become facilitator for workshops hahaha...oh well, you can't run from everything.

2) ICENV (15th - 17th) - Wll b part of the Organising Committee to help out with the conference and looking forward to it..

3) CPR (19th - 21st) - My last (hopefully) CPR for the CF..sob sob...but looking forward to go Camerons

4) CHRISTMAS NIGHTS (21st and 23rd) - Have 2 to attend this yr. One in dear's church and one more in PBBC (actually in charge of the program).

5) SINGAPORE (24th - 28th) - Hahah again? yup 3rd time this yr...what can I say I love the place :) but this time got special guest to go with....my one and only dear .......... yeah!!!!


Looks like goign to be another pack month.......cheerios

Monday, November 17, 2008

I'M STILL HERE

Hehe a lot of you guys thought I've stopped blogging...NO LA..just no time.........will blog soon ya.....wait for these space

Thursday, October 23, 2008

MALAYSIANS?

I was thinking about being racist.......and sometimes I'm sad being Chinese. Here's two scenario
Scenario 1
EB is my good friend and also an Indian. He is like my mentor la in the LaSallian movement. Both of us were running a camp this year and were running errands in the town to get supplies for camp. We stopped by a Chinese owned sundry shop to get some of the stuffs. EB wanted to fix his shoes so he asked me to shop first. So I entered the shop first. Now the taukeh so (auntie boss) was so happy to see me and asked what I needed. So I started off with number 1 and so forth. About 5 mins later, EB entered and stood beside me. Then he remembered something which was not in the list. Some simple brown paper which we use to wrip gifts. So he asked the auntie nicely for it. The auntie gave him a stare and said "Don't kacau me, I'm very busy and the brown paper very hard to take" Hmm then I turned to EB and just started talking. When the auntie realise that I was with him. She suddenly said, "You with him?" I said yes and then she turned back and walked a few steps and then walah just took out 1 whole roll of brown paper. Hard to get? hmmm.........oh well......obviously she saw EB differently
Scenario 2
Went shopping with some coursemates. I needed to get a gift so a few of the girls decided to help me. Now my coursemates are a mix. In gang got Chinese and also Malays. We hang out almost all the time. Okay back to my story. We went round the whole shopping complex to find that perfect gift. I stopped at one shop looking at the gift and my other 2 friends went ahead to another shop. One of them actually saw a nice gift and called me. I said ok ok coming. As I approached the shop, the Chinese lady was shocked to see me as the friend. She asked me in Mandarin, "You are with them?". I said yah.......and she gave me a very weird look. Hmm.....

Pretty sad ain't it........

Thursday, October 16, 2008

SAWADEE 3

Shopping in Thailand is crazy. Crazily cheap. Everything is super cheap here but of course there are somethings you have to becareful of. For example, fruits here are extremely cheap but they look extremely huge. My lecturer said must be careful cause they might use chemicals to produce such big fruits.

Another place to really go shopping is Sam Peng. It's actually a whole saler's street. So everything is sold in bulk. You can actually get 1 dozens of flip flops for about 450 Baht (RM 45) or 2 dozens of mini handbags for 500 Baht (RM 50). Can say I hit the jackpot when I bought all my soveniurs here. The things are also nice and I think can become a great gift for your friends. Sam Peng is located in Chinatown. You can't miss it. Just ask around and you'll find it.

Chinatown...Sam Peng is near where the pink taxi is haha

All in all the trip to Thailand was great. Although I really believed there was an usual force from keeping me from going there....hahaha........

Friday, October 10, 2008

SAWADEE 2

The next day I woke up late. Supposed to have woken by 7.30 to have breakfast at 8. Because Thailand's electric current is not stable and I made the mistake of letting my phone charge the whole night. My phone died. So it was my friend who woke me up at 8am and I rushed. Wah I thought my jinx will not stop. Oh ya before I forget, my hotel is called Royal Hills and Spa Resort. It's a nice place but haha sometimes brochures can really really bluff you. In their website the place looks like Cameron Highlands with mist etc.....however the temperatuer there is almost the same as any other place but definitely not Cameron Highlands (btw Bangkok City is realy really hot).

Something sweet for breakfast?

Breakfast was great at Royal Hills, real authentic Thai food. One thing about Thai food is that is really really sour. And the desserts are really really sweet. Their curry lagi canggih. It's not ours where the first bite and yikes you feel the heat. Oh no, it doesn't taste spicy at first, but the more you eat you feel yourself sweating and then boom it comes...gradually gradually......and boy was I drenched when I had their version of Tom Yam during dinner.

Lunch was like this


After breakfast, was the real reason why I was there in Thailand, my paper presentation. Overall I think did pretty well could answer the questions they posed. :)

Me at the presentation

After lunch, Dr Lee, me and my friend (Mei Mei) traveled back to Bangkok. Hmm let me just say that travelling in the morning is so much better than at night. It was so different compared to what I experienced the night before. We were dropped at the nearest LRT station and traveled to our new destination...Chinatown where our hotel was....the Grand Ville Hotel. A 3 star hotel which looks like a 4 star. From the concierge to the receptionist, they were extremely friendly. That's another thing about Thais. They are really really friendly. Everywhere you go, they'll say Sawadee. And after buying things, they will definitely say Thank You. I was almost run downed by a motor while walking and the motor stopped infront of me. Haha I thought die..sure kena scolding (imagining the Malaysian scenario) but to my surprise, the gangster looking motorcyclist turned back to apologize....wow never happens in Malaysia (seldom la). Another thing about Bangkok city is that the people dresses up like people in KL so it looked like mini KL only nicer people. People don't rush into buses or the LRTs. However the only thing I can really appreciate about KL is that the traffic there is not as bad compared to Bangkok. There is move or be moved...haha.

Grand Ville Hotel
more to come.........

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

SAWADEE

Hey folks, just came back from a two weeks Raya break (yes I needed it). Before that actually went to Bangkok, Thailand to attend a conference. Boy was it an experiential trip. Actually the accompanying lecturer (Dr Lee) said I was jinx hahaha...I think so too but sometimes God is very very funny. Here's what happened. I was about to board into Air Asia with my friend when suddenly the Air Asia check in counter girl (from now know as Ms Bi.....yes you know what I mean) didn't allow me to check in. She 'claimed' that my passport is expiring and unable to fly. I told her that the immigration office allowed me, and she said she needed proof. So she asked me to go to immigration office to ask again. Now the immigration office is like the other end of the airport. So I ran all the way to the immigration office to ask. Now the immigration office is like a no entry zone unless you have a boarding pass so the officer at the gate said sorry I can't go in because I don't have a boarding pass but asked me to ask Air Asia aka Ms Bi to come to let me in. Fine I said...so off again I ran back to the counter to ask nicely Ms Bi to follow me. You know what? She refused and called me stupid. I'm like WTF? Who are you to call me that? Air Asia if you are reading this, I must say that you have really really bad staff..............................................I begged and begged and she insist that she is right and denied me from going in. Not long after that I had to say goodbye to my friend who travelled alone to Bangkok. Haih it was such a bad time. I was tired and angry. Thank God got dear who calmed me down and took me for a nice dinner. I bought my ticket to Bangkok again for the next day but had to make sure I renewed my passport.
The next day I got Yew Kong to pick me to the immigration office to renew it. It just took 2 hours and then was able to fly that evening. But again God is indeed a great God. If Yew Kong didn't pick me, then we wouldn't have time to have a bonding session and also got to know each other better. Maybe it was God's way of saying hey you two, better start talking hahaha.......and talked we did. Hey yewks if you are reading, already consider you my bro man......

Okay back to Bangkok.........I finally made it pass through the check in counter and was ready to fly to Bangkok. Haha Kelly and Pei Ching decided to see me off and was glad to see some familiar faces before I left. When all things looked like it was going well, there was an annoucement, "Paging to all Air Asia passengers to Bangkok, your flight has been delayed"..........really -_- Oh well more time to waste at the airport. But got on safely also la....


My flight number!





Before entering immigration




My plane

After a tiring plane trip I arrived in Bangkok at 6.30 pm (7.30pm Malaysian time). Suvarnabumi Airport looks great. It's super cool looking and the people at the airport are so damn nice and friendly. Was asked for taxi from like baggage claims until the main entrance. Now I was trying hard to save my money so I decided to get to my destination the cheapest way. Nakorn Nayok (where the conference is) is about 1 1/2 hours away from Bangkok city and Dr Lee actually said it costs about 800 - 900 Baht to get there. At first there were some Limo Taxi which wanted to charge me 1800 Baht to pick me. Too expensive I said......before I said no again, the lady said 1300 Baht I still said no, something I'm about to regret. I went out from the airport and found a local taxi. The taxi stand said the fare is 1500 Baht. I thought okay la...take la. Haih I was stuck with a taxi driver who knows minute English and I didn't speak a single word of Thai except Sawadee karp. The journey from Bangkok to Nakorn Nayok was excruitating. There was a traffic jam on the highway (that's when I'm grateful for our roads), there was total silence all the way cause I couldn't speak to the driver and the roads are super super dark. No street lamps at all. Of course at that time I was hungry, dirty and thirsty. But with the adrenaline of wanting to be in the hotel quick kept all these in check. 2 hours later I was still not at the hotel. My driver got lost. That time was really scary. I kept smsing Dr Lee and asking him about how to get there. My taxi driver was really great though. He never gave up and continued to find the hotel and even insisted in driving me into the hotel (from the hotel front gate to the lobby is about 6km). I was so touched that I paid the guy 2000 Baht cause he is going back to the airport again. Sigh should have stuck to the 1300 Baht more pro taxi........oh well........I arrived at the hotel at about 9.30 plus and was super hungry but the canteens were all closed so I had to eat mee maggi only. Hmm....oh well it was a great experience and I thought my jinx was up.



My hotel room....for a 3 star hotel, the room is great

Tune in tomorrow for Sawadee part 2..............

Thursday, September 18, 2008

TAGGED BY AARON OO

Haha I'm tagged, it's my first time though. Thanks Aaron Oo

1. The last person that tagged you is? Aaron Oo.

2. Your relationship with him/her? LaSallian friend.

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her. Straightforward - Cute - Cheeky - Smiley - Loud?

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for u? Hmm calling me his name sake.

5. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you? Aaron......

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will.. erm............hahaha

7. If she becomes your enemy, you will..So far, still friends.

8. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on....He should know.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...I insulted him and vice versa

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is... 0_0

11. Overall impression towards him/her is....Being himself.

12. How do you think the people around you feel about you? Cheerful.

13. The character for yourself is? I'm just me.

14. On the contrary, the character that you hate yourself is? Too emotional.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is? I don't believe in such things.

16. For the person/people who cares and like you, say something about him/her/them. My beloveds

17. 10 ppl to tag..
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1. Alex Kuek
2. Yan Wai
3. Joshua Entol
4. Jinny Yew
5. Choulyee
6. Tsu Chong
7. Wan Ling
8. Joshua Johnson
9. Pui Fern
10. Paolo
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18. Who is number 2 having relationship with? Somebody I don't know

19. Is 3 a male or female? Male

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing? Haha would be cute.

21. How about 5 and 8? WAH.

22. What is number 1 studying about? Working.

23. When is the last time u chat with them? Once in a while for some. And some others everyday.

24. Is number 4 still single? Nope.

25. Say something about number 2. A great friend and junior

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

MALAYSIA DAY

To all Malaysians,
Happy Malaysia Day. Yes I don't call it National Day buy Malaysia Day. Got difference. I believe that 31st August is the day, we got independance. But today is the day we celebrate with our friends from Sabah and Sarawak. Honestly, I don't think we need a public holiday on this day, we have enough holidays (rumour has it, we are the country with the most holidays).

Well I know it's a bit late to put this thing but here's something you can do for Malaysia Day. This letter was taken from Jonathan to us:
Dear Lasallians,

This year we celebrated 51 years of independence. This will be followed by 45 years of integration, of Malaysia, to be commemorated tomorrow. But have we much cause to celebrate? Truth be told, we are living in somewhat dark circumstances. Recent happenings in our country have brought about a great deal of tension and discord among her people. We are all responsible for our current state, in one way or another. We seem to be in an age where intolerance, injustice and strife are the order of the day.

As Lasallians, we always emphasise the need for solidarity with the last, the lost and the least. We mark it with symbolic actions during the national convention and with prayers during the day for prayers of peace, but what of now. And so it comes to mind that solidarity is what we need, this Malaysia Day. Solidarity as a sign of indivisibility and strength in unity. So dear Lasallians, wherever you are; and even non-Lasallians (should you be reading this), If you see nothing, feel nothing of this, then let this day pass like any other.But if you see as I see, feel as I feel, and seek as I seek, then let us be our best, on this day when our nation was formed. Let us mark this day by remembering that we are all brothers and sisters under our nation’s flag.

Let this day be remembered for our unity and solidarity with one another, more than everything else.Let us, on this September 16, celebrate our similarities AND diversity.This is the invitation to you. If you see yourself as BANGSA MALAYSIA, in the best sense of the word, then draw the Jalur Gemilang on the back of your non-writing hand (unless you possess the convenience of an accomplice). Include a personal statement. You may draw it, sketch it, colour it, paint it etc. That is up to you. No dimensions, no strict guidelines. We’re all different anyway. Just make sure it’s recognisable. And as we walk out of our rooms, homes, cells, corners on this day, together let us carry the flag of our nation with pride in our hearts, minds and on our hands.

P.S. I will be uploading my picture of my flag later.....hehehe

Jalur Gemilang di bawah naunganmu

Monday, September 15, 2008

WOUNDED HEALER



Recently, I'm recovering from all the bruises and scracthes I have on my spirit. It hasn't been the best of weeks but I'm still moving on. I can see that my temper has shorten and I'm also getting irritated easily by people's remark. I've become too sensitive to many things now. Some people say somethings and then ouches it hurts. I guess the wounds are deep this time and it's taking time. What happened?

Well I can tell you that it's the lack of attention. Hah? Seriously it is. Not many people know that I struggle a lot every day and not many people see that I am also human, needs comforting and assurance. Sounds selfish right? but not when you yourself are doing it for people. Nope not asking that you give me back what I give you, but sometimes it hurts that not many people care about what you are going through. Today during the sermon, I remembered something I learnt in Camp Cameron. We are all wounded healers. All of us. We need to know that as much as we want people to help soothe our hurt, we need to soothe others as well. We cannot be lone rangers and we cannot even just think that our mission is the greatest mission. All of us are wounded healers, made equally in Christ.

At the moment, my wounds are deep and not only that, some people are rubbing salt into it. Annette said in camp that I'll be experiencing things that I have not experienced before. I guess this is it.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

CHANGE

Yes I don't like change as much as you guys know but haha we need to change the CF's website address as it is a hassle to type - and - all the time..


Behold the new website

http://usmkkjcf.blogspot.com

NEW BREATH, NEW SHOWERS

That's the name I gave for my seed in family camp this year. The Lord has definitely given me some new breath and also showered me with new blessings. The family camp this year was great. I got to meet a lot of the juniors and got close to some seniors. I'm glad that I went this year and haha also my last time attending camps like this.

I have my reasons for choosing that name for my seed. New breath meaning I needed fresh anointing from the Lord. I was getting tired physically and spiritually. From my previous post, you can see how angry I am with the world, the Lord and with the CF. People don't care anymore. The weekend at home in Ipoh prove to be a resting of the body. I was physically and mentally recharged. The weekend at camp was different. My spirit was restored. Mind you it's still in repairing state and it's vulnerable. New showers was because of what Annette (speaker) said to me.....there are new dews in your life Aaron! Meaning new blessings and new challenges ahead which means exciting times are ahead.

"I HAVE NEVER LEFT YOU!"

A phrase that I will treasure..............


Wednesday, September 3, 2008

GROWING UP

A little while ago, a junior of mine said........"We need to start growing up"....wow struck me hard....

Actually for a few weeks, have been feeling rather down lately. My whole spiritual life is in a mess. Haven't been reading the bible or spending quiet time regularly. I just have no more heart to do it. One of the reasons is I feel so lonely in campus and that I don't have much friends. You might say your juniors le? Well exactly they are my juniors. I'm also final year with them, but I don't feel final year with them. As much I love them, I sometimes think that they look down on me in certain areas. Haha naturally when you are as big me many people think you don't meet certain qualities. Hmm haven't really tried climbing Mt Kinabalu before though, yet to do it...someday.....

Another reason could have been my stress level. I'm a bad person with stress. I never deal with it properly (unfortunately in my home, I seemed to be the only one who handles it well). As you guys know, I have a very very very XX 10000000000 demanding boss....although she is a great boss but haha sometimes she can really drive me up the wall. A few times already I have broken down because of her.

Hmm but wat my junior said tat day made me think.. GROW UP!!!! I need to GROW UP......it's time that I stop whining and move on. If people don't like the way I am, screw them! If people think I'm like that, then so be it! If people don't care about me, I still care for them! It's a tough world out there but I guess we can only survive if we learn to GROW UP

Thursday, August 28, 2008

I AM

The last few days, there were so many words like racism, sexism, sizeism (fat). My question, are we not racist? not sexist? not sizeist? the things we do, we say and we react shows all that. My personal believe that there is no one who is not racist, not sexist and sizeist. We make judgement whether we like it or not.............the song from Avenue Q speaks a lot and would like to share with you guys.
Everyone's A Little Racist (Avenue Q)
Princeton: Say, Kate, can I ask you a question?
Kate Monster: Sure!
Princeton: Well, you know Trekkie Monster upstairs?
Kate Monster: Uh huh.
Princeton: Well, he's Trekkie Monster, and you're Kate Monster.
Kate Monster: Right.
Princeton: You're both Monsters.
Kate Monster: Yeah.
Princeton: Are you two related?
Kate Monster: What?! Princeton, I'm surprised at you! I find that racist!
Princeton: Oh, well, I'm sorry! I was just asking!
Kate Monster: Well, it's a touchy subject. No, not all Monsters are related. What are you trying say, huh? That we all look the same to you? Huh, huh, huh?
Princeton: No, no, no, not at all. I'm sorry, I guess that was a little racist.
Kate Monster: I should say so. You should be much more careful when you're talking about thesensitive subject of race.
Princeton: Well, look who's talking!
Kate Monster: What do you mean?
Princeton: What about that special Monster School you told me about?
Kate Monster: What about it?
Princeton: Could someone like me go there?
Kate Monster: No, we don't want people like you-
Princeton: You see?!
You're a little bit racist.
Kate Monster:Well, you're a little bit too.
Princeton:I guess we're both a little bit racist.
Kate Monster:Admitting it is not an easy thing to do...
Princeton:But I guess it's true.
Kate Monster:Between me and you, I think
Both:Everyone's a little bit racistSometimes.Doesn't mean we go Around committing hate crimes.Look around and you will findNo one's really color blind.Maybe it's a factWe all should faceEveryone makes judgmentsBased on race.
Princeton:Now not big judgments, like who to hire or who to buy a newspaper from -
Kate Monster:No!
Princeton:No, just little judgments like thinking that Mexican busboys should learn to speak goddamn English!
Kate Monster:Right!
Both:Everyone's a little bit racistToday.So, everyone's a little bit racistOkay!Ethinic jokes might be uncouth,But you laugh becauseThey're based on truth.Don't take them as Personal attacks.Everyone enjoys them - So relax!
Princeton:All right, stop me if you've heard this one.
Kate Monster:Okay!
Princeton:There's a plan going down and there's only one paracute. And there's a rabbi, a priest...
Kate Monster:And a black guy!
Gary Coleman:Whatchoo talkin' 'bout Kate?
Kate Monster:Uh...
Gary Coleman:You were telling a black joke!
Princeton:Well, sure, Gary, but lots of people tell black jokes.
Gary Coleman:I don't.
Princeton:Well, of course you don't - you're black! But I bet you tell Polack jokes, right?
Gary Coleman:Well, sure I do. Those stupid Polacks!
Princeton:Now, don't you think that's a little racist?
Gary Coleman:Well, damn, I guess you're right.
Kate Monster:You're a little bit racist.
Gary Coleman:Well, you're a little bit too.
Princeton:We're all a little bit racist.
Gary Coleman:I think that I wouldHave to agree with you.
Princeton/Kate Monster:We're glad you do.
Gary Coleman:It's sad but true!Everyone's a little bit racist -
All right!
Kate Monster:All right!
Princeton:All right!
Gary Coleman:All right!Bigotry has never beenExclusively white
All:If we all could just admitThat we are racist a little bit,Even though we all knowThat it's wrong,Maybe it would help usGet along.
Princeton:Oh, Christ do I feel good.
Gary Coleman:Now there was a fine upstanding black man!
Princeton:Who?
Gary Coleman:Jesus Christ.
Kate Monster:But, Gary, Jesus was white.
Gary Coleman:No, Jesus was black.
Kate Monster:No, Jesus was white.
Gary Coleman:No, I'm pretty sure that Jesus was black-
Princeton:Guys, guys...Jesus was Jewish!
Brian:Hey guys, what are you laughing about?
Gary Coleman:Racism!
Brian:Cool.
Christmas Eve:BRIAN! Come back here! You take out lecycuraburs!
Princeton:What's that mean?
Brian:Um, recyclables. Hey, don't laugh at her! How many languages do you speak?
Kate Monster:Oh, come off it, Brian!Everyone's a little bit racist.
Brian:I'm not!
Princeton:Oh no?
Brian:Nope!
How many Oriental wivesHave you got?
Christmas Eve:What? Brian!
Princeton:Brian, buddy, where you been?The term is Asian-American!
Christmas Eve:I know you are noIntending to beBut calling me Oriental - Offensive to me!
Brian:I'm sorry, honey, I love you.
Christmas Eve:And I love you.
Brian: But you're racist, too.
Christmas Eve:Yes, I know.The Jews have allThe moneyAnd the whites have allThe power.And I'm always in taxi-cabWith driver who no shower!
Princeton:Me too!
Kate Monster:Me too!
Gary Coleman:I can't even get a taxi!
All:Everyone's a little bit racistIt's true.But everyone is just aboutAs racist as you!If we all could just admitThat we are racist a little bit,And everyone stopped beingSo PCMaybe we could live in - Harmony!
Christmas Eve:Evlyone's a ritter bit lacist!
;)

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

CONVOCATION 2008

Another year, another convocation. Haha well not mine, mine last year ma. This year is to celebrate my juniors and of my course my lovely Sui Ying :) Last year it was this pic



This year :



I kinda think, that those wearing robes must stand on the left side of a photo :P



Well this one I was in the middle. My two SMI juniors who became seniors. Both now in foreign countries. Remember your old senior here in USM oh. Waiting for your yearly gifts haha.


Jason wanted to take this 'couple' picture. He said haha we are an inspiration to them. But after that pic, we had to take this pic....

The official photos of CF couples haha
To those who graduated.....CONGRATS. May God continue to show you His ways in Your life.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

ONE LIFE REVOLUTION



Sorry gang for not updating. Pai seh Pai seh...was extrememly busy last week.
One of the reason was because of my involvement in an exhibition called One Life Revolution (OLR) organised by World Vision Malaysia. Now this is not like your ordinary exhibition where there are bantings and you just go around and see see. No No. It's very very different. OLR is actually a great way and unique way for an exhibition. For one, it's a maze and you get to walk in the shoes of a HIV victim. It's really really moving as the stories are real life stories and it could happen to anyone of us. The exhibition also deals with the issue of hate. For one, I know that I have some new insights on the life of a HIV victim and it helps me to know how they feel.

This whole exhibition is runned by World Vision staff members and also a huge amount of volunteers. I am very glad to be able to help them and actually looking forward to help them more. Their next stop is Kuantan, JB and back in KL by December.

I would like to thank Simon for the opportunity and also to my new found friends, Shu Yi, Ching Hui, Ayn, Steven and Jenna, the World Vision Malaysia staff. To Chris, Jackie, Alex, Wan Ye and many others, so glad to have worked with you guys.

You have One Life, Do Something :)










Monday, August 4, 2008

BIRTHDAY WEEK

Yup my birthday came and went as any other yr. But I must say a quick shout out to all who sms-ed, faced-book, friendster-ed me with messages, THANK YOU. Also a great thank you to all who gave me presents...really appreciate it.

My birthday week started a week earlier. Kah Hon, suddenly messaged me on MSN a week before my birthday. Haha so sweet lor. Here are a few presents I got this year.

1) T-shirt: Mum bought me a t shirt with the words 'As for me and my house, we'll serve the Lord!'. The writings were all hand made by my mum's friend. It serves as a reminder to me that no matter where I go or where I'll be, I'll continue to serve the Lord.

2) Tennis shirt: Dear bought me this. Was actually thinking of getting one but never got around to survey. Now no need. hahaha Adidas you know!!! Thanks dear muacks...

3) 3D puzzle: Han Chen bought me a puzzle of the earth. Seems to be a popular hobby in Taiwan. I've yet to start it but I think will do it to release stress.

4) Body Glove Pencil Box: My best friend Tai Lo and Mei Meei bought me an all so nice pencil box from my fav brand. I love Body Glove's design so thanks TL and MM.

5) Dinner and Karaoke session: Tuesday had dinner with my course mates. Went to one of my fav restaurant for dinner. After that, a few of us decided to sing the night away literally. Karaoke nite was so great :)

6) Dinner at Pizza Hut: Well technically I paid for this, but was with my fav people in CF. Jason (cousin), Derrick (bro), Yan Wai, Simon and Jinny. Thank you guys for being such wonderful juniors. Can't believe I'm labeled as Final Yr like you guys :P

7) Surprise supper at Riyas: After CF, was treated to a melted ice cream cake by the CF. Thanks guys. I love the card that they made for me. 2 chicky's standing there haha.

8) Fridays: Dear took me to Fridays on a Saturday haha. The food there is so cool. Will take my parents there one day.

9) 2 movies in a weekend: Haha watched 2 movies....Dark Knight and also Mummy. Two contrasting movies. One so depressing, one so comedic. you guess which is which :P

Anyway my 1/4 of a century birthday was great. Thanks guys.........

Monday, July 21, 2008

THINGS....

... I Have Heard

"If God can be proven by theories, equations and formuli then there is no reason to believe in Him, all He wants is your FAITH.." Grace, CPR

"What do you call a female transformer?.........Transistor" Joshua Prakash, CF Meeting

...I Have Seen

"Beer is cheaper than petrol now.....Drink Don't Drive" Eric, E-mail

"Ben lost weight....he is so thin and he wants to be cekap now!" Mum, SMS

Hell Boy.......not too bad a movie. Better than the first one.

...I Have Felt

Here I want to wish my condolence to Zhing Hui on the loss of her mother. People if you have met her, you would know that her spirit is so strong. She really shows the example of what Honouring Thy Parents means.



P.S. Sorry for not updating. :P

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

BIBLE NEST

About a few days ago, as I was leaving for church, I opened my bible and urgh, ants built a nest in my bible. First of all it took just one night cause the night before I was reading it and the next day, the nest was built. It was disgusting and it took quite a while to actually destroyed it. Was really trying real hard not to get bitten but of course kena also la. Hmm I was looking at this situation as a Christian, how easy sin can creep into our lives. We can ask God to forgive us today and by the next day we are back to sinning. And each time we sin, God gets 'bitten' by it. We hurt Him. But yet we still do it.

Anyway in other news, was feeling a bit unappreciated the last few days. I just feel as if I was a ball to kick at. Left, right, left, right and when people got their goal, they just kick you to another side. I'm so sick of the ignorance and also the silent treatment I keep getting.....................................................................

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

PHASES

Hey gang, sorry for not blogging soo long. Was having some bloggers block (but not tat I type out great posts haha). I have been blog hopping the last few days and I feel so small in the blogging world. I'm the type of person who is very simple so my blogs are simple and it's just an avenue of output and also to share some things that touched me, like what happened on Sunday.

We all grow up somehow. Sunday was a day I got to see my brother grow up. Ben was admitted to UKM in Bangi and it was kinda weird to see my little brother going to university. I have always viewed him as still the small boy that I love so much. Well he is literally no more small but he's still my brother. To see him entering his university, I'm proud to have a brother like him. Although now we are even further apart but distance make the heart grow fonder right?

Phases....we live through it, we face it everyday. Whether it is a short or long phase, we still need to face it with open hearts and minds. A lot of people have problems with moving through phases. I'm one of them. I'm a person who likes regularity and familiarity (for someone who is doing research where being spontaneous is important). I remembered my first week in university, I was so not accustomed to the whole uni life thing, that after 1 day I wanted to leave USM. But one thing about phases are that we get through it in differenct pace. I'm now on my 6th yr in USM and loving every second of it.

The Le Chatelier prinsip says in any changes in a reaction, the reaction will try to find a balance. I guess that's how we should live our lives. With balance. And if there are any changes to our system, find the balance of it............

In other news, I finally paid the order fee for my car. Another new phase =)

Monday, June 16, 2008

15th OF JUNE

I can't believe it's been 1 year. Yes I've crossed my 5th year here in USM KKj. Today onwards, I'm starting my 6th year. Hmm........1 year so fast. Cannot really believe that

A year ago, I decided to make the biggest decision of staying back another few years for my masters. I still remember it was Friday that my dad took my back here. It was almost like being in first year. He helped me cleaned up before leaving and then asked whether I want to follow him back. I said no. After meeting my supervisor, it was only 3 pm. And I was feeling lonely all the sudden. So I decided to follow a friend back to Ipoh.

A year ago, I was kicked out of hostel and forced to live outside. For a while it was enjoyable, but I missed hostel life. Thank God after 3 months, I was able to move back into hostel and still enjoying every moment of it.

A year ago, I really had no clue what my research is about. I can still remember the tonnes of journal I had to read and the tonnes of websites I had to digest before moving on. The many proposals, corrections and craziness in preparing myself. Now I'm half way done, and I've learnt so much.

A year ago, I cannot imagine where my funds would come. Although Uncle Frank gave me my initial start, but that money won't last me until I finished. Praise God for his faithfulness, I got a scholarship from USM and currently just doing my work and fulfilling their needs as a GA.

A year ago, I was all ready to become an advisor to the CF. I've learnt so much from being a listener. But it was hard, I tend to give my views and comments as a senior. Learning to let go and learning to just listen. Give advices where needed.

So much has happened......and I really thank God for it all

Thursday, June 12, 2008

GOSPEL TRUTH

Was blog hopping some random blogs and stumbled upon a blog by one of my brother's friend....was intrigued and cannot stop thinking about one of the statments he put in his blog

"If you believe what you like in the gospels, and reject what you don't like, it is not the gospel you believe, but yourself"

Saint Augustine

How many times have we tried to reason with God about what believing in Him really means? Hmm I have to admit, I'm guilty in this area many times..........

NEVER ALONE

A song introduced by a internet friend.

Never alone
-by Jim Brickman
May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when its time to go home
May you always have plenty
The glass never empty
Know in your belly
You're never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth having
As every year passes
They mean more than gold
May you win and stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

I have to be honest
As much as I wanted
I'm not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow
So when hard times have found you
And your fears surround you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Monday, June 9, 2008

HORTON HEARS A WHO

Recently got to watch some animations. Haven't really seen one for a long time. And I stumbled upon this new animation called 'Horton Hears a Who'. An adaptation from a book of the same name by the famous Dr. Seuss. Now I remember watching an episode in Oprah about this. She said that Dr. Seuss is such a deep deep person. I really think he is. You can imagine the messages you can get from the movie. The movie has the voice of Jim Carrey, Steve Carell and the ever great Carol Burnett. 3 funny people to make this funny and yet touching movie. If you can go check it out.



Here are two quotes that inspired me:



"A person's a person, no matter how small...........................Horton"



"I meant what I said and I said what I meant. An elephant's faithful, 100%.............Horton"



Hmm some things to think about don't you think so

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

ZONED OUT

Hmm been feeling rather zoned out lately. Dunno is it because that not many people are around here to talk to anymore. Don't get me wrong, I do still talk to my coursemates and all but it's just something different when you have the people with he same wave length to talk to.

I have been feeling rather emo lately too (but some people claims that I'm very emo always). I keep thinking too much into the future and also too much into the negative side of it.

Had a great weekend in Camerons. Was involved with a Church Camp where I helped out in the Children's Department. The kids were fantastic (well almost all of them). Of course there are some wayward kids who cannot keep their mouth shut. But all in all a great camp to help me get in touch with God.

Another great news is that if I get my extension, my parents have agreed that it's time for me to get a CAR!!!! Praise God, something which I have been praying for like a few yrs dee. So please pray together with me so that my scholarship can be extended.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

MAY

Hmm a lot of people were asking me have I stopped blogging. Haha truth be told was super busy with work so no time to really pen down some events. Although I want to but in then also lazy la. Anyway, here's a little updates from me.........

I named my month of May as God is the God of faithfulness admist of troubles. To tell you the truth, May was not a good month at all. A lot of things happened during this month that left me in the dark sometimes and sometimes left me uncertain.

But I believe that God was in control of things. Last Sunday I played piano for service after a long absence from church. Auntie Emily sang one song that really touched my heart and would like to share with you guys.

You Are Faithful
Lord of all the earth
How You care for me
You have made me

You will save and carry me always

You are faithful
You are faithful
You are faithful
Your joy is my strength

Lord you are my God
I rely on You
I put my hope in things not seen
Your promises all true

Always you're with me
Your hand will lift me
My trust is in your hands

Somethings that have happened in snap shots:

Happy: 1) Attended Wan's wedding, congrats girl!
2) Had a pork party where HC cooked. Seriously everything was pork pork pork
3) My supervisor gave a very good review on my progress report
4) Had a good week with dear in Ipoh

Sad: 1) My supervisor resigned as deputy dean so it will be harder for me to get things
approved. But happy for her cause she is not in good of health
2) Lost 2 friendship :(
3) Was having stress when writing my journal

Prayer need: 1) My fellowship. Hopefuly can extend it

I pray that the month of June would be more fruitful and I hope to update and blog more.

Cheers

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

THINGS YOU LEARN FROM YOUR ROOM MATE

Hmm I have always contemplated whether a not to talk about my room mate. But after talking to him last night, made me realised how thankful I am to be in Malaysia and to be thankful with life right now.

My room mate is from Iraq and I still remember the first day he came to the room. I was a bit shock cause I've been living alone and was being comfortable living alone (I actually turn my room from a double room to a single room :P) . My first reaction was OMG? A roomie? God how can? I was comfortable being alone. Now got room mate some more a foreigner. Now I have no qualms on who I live with but was feeling funny since this is my first time sharing a room with a foreigner.

Of course I wasn't too happy the first few days, but he tried his very best to accomodate me. He allowed Derrick to come anytime and allowed any of my friends to come in. But of course I still grumble. Hmm maybe I was not happy at all to have a room mate in the beginning (you know me and changes)

As months go by, I started to get annoyed with him. He doesn't like the room lights to be on. So we always stay in darkness. The only light is on in my room is my study lamp. If not there will be no lights at all. The fan in my room is cannot be more than the 3rd speed. Cause if not, it is too fast and he cannot sleep at night. Some nights, he complained about the frogs making noise and will wake me up to ask me what is that noise. Day after day, I complained to dear, complained to Derrick, complained to God. WHY WHY WHY?

Then I realised that hey he is another person. I think I annoy him too with my antics in the room. I started to see that the reason why we don't on the lights or the fan too fast is because it reminds him of the war in Iraq. And that it's still a nightmare there. He started opening to me his life by telling me his parents, his love life, his hobbies, fears, etc. and I just realised, that how thankful I am to be where I am. Some days, I really complained about my situation or how I'm living, but to have someone remind you that there are even more people far worst than us, shamed me.

Sunday was mother's day, I got to go back and see my mum. He could only see his mum on the pc. I feel sorry now that I have not appreciated him. Last nite as he told me about his ex gf, gave me light that he is just as normal as me......... Hmm things you learn from a room mate. Thank You God

Monday, May 5, 2008

WEEKEND IN MALACCA

Last weekend was in Malacca to attend the Southern Regional Convention. Was really a great trip although it's not my first time there. The first thing I did when I touched the historical ground was a bowl of cendol which costs about RM 2. Expensive!!! but super nice........All you need to do is to head down to Jonker Street and you'll find this small little shop called No.1 Cendol stall. It's quite a funky little shop with lots of old antiques and lots and lots of coca-cola bottles. The guy manning the store is very slow but it's worth the wait.

Was really glad to be able to help out in this convention. Actually I was looking forward to a LaSallian programme. Haven't been attending one since FT meeting and I really feel disconnected from the mission work. Anyway was asked to become the summarizer of the camp so I had to force myself to listen every session. Oh well, the facilitators (who are all my wonderful friends) all did well, and for me to see them grow into the persons that they are, really encourage me to see how this small group can make a difference for our Malaysian youth (read LaSallian).

Another thing I must high lite is the satay celup outing which Han Siu brought us. Curious? Well it's like eating lok-lok (those from Ipoh and Penang will know this more) but the difference is you use a peanut sauce based soup to cook ur food. The peanut sauce is the normal sauce you'll get when eating normal satay. The food was great but can't each much because of all those peanut makes it very chai (jelak)

Sorry no pics though. Haha

All in all it was a great weekend away from USM. And it was great because I was back doing LaSallian work which I really miss for the last few months.




Wednesday, April 30, 2008

WHO AM I

Last Sunday I was at dear's church. Pastor Teng Huat shared something very meaningful although it came from a very simple passage. He spoke on roles. What roles do we play?

Notice that Paul always start with to the saints in __________. Hmm I wonder whether Paul will write to the saints in Parit Buntar. Am I a saint? Do I work for the good of his Kingdom here in Parit Buntar?

Another famous quote that he likes to write is from the Servant (Slave) of God. Wow!!! Slave. Meaning you can't answer back to God. If we are really the servants of God, we need to just follow orders no matter how ridiculous it is.

So God wants us to be both A Saint and A Servant

Who Am I then?

Friday, April 25, 2008

ANGEL IN DISGUISE

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bedand dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'

But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet,
she gave me a treat
and bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea

But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places,
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise

Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise
I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new...

This song is written and sung by Corrinne May. Was introduced to her by Papa Bear a few years back and this song speaks a lot to me. It reminds me that we need to be an angel in disguise. We are all God's agent on earth. The bible says we need to do everything with love. And to be an Angel we need to have that love to help others.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

DRUNK

Last nite, I had the weirdest SMS from a friend. The conversation was like this:

SS: What do you think about gay relationships?

Me: Er....why ah you ask this?

SS: Cause I think I am and I've fallen for you

Me: (0_0) Er Is this a joke?

Try calling, nobody pick up phone

The next morning

SS: Eh sorry about last nite, I was drunk..........etc...


Hmm.........really -_-||||||

Thursday, April 17, 2008

ANOTHER SEMESTER

Wow another semester have come and gone. Well not for me at least. I'll still be in campus. But it will be so different this time around. Dear has finally graduated from USM and I'm so proud of her. She finally can breathe easily. Derrick is going to be gone for another 2 months, so I won't get to see him only can call :( The whole campus is going to be empty and I'll be alone once again. Oh well, that's the life of a master student.

But all not so bad. May will be a busy month for me. First week of May will be going to Melaka for Southern Convention and then the second week will be going Singapore with dear for about 4 days. After that I'll be at her place until Wesak Day and then back to campus. The last week of May I will be going to Camerons for a church camp where I'm helping out as a Children's Church teacher. So that's whole of May.

The only month where I'll be really 100% in campus will be June. Hmm it will be different this year cause last year I was really alone nobody in campus but this year at least got Tai Lo and the gang to teman me. So I don't think I'll be that sad.

Oh well...life goes on

NEW BLOG SITE

Haha, no I'm not shifting.........I'm here to annouce another blog which I'm co-hosting. It's the new and improved (haha as if), KPK USM KKj's blog.......shorter version is CF's blog. :P

Here's the address, please feel free to enter and browse around

usm-eng-cf.blogspot.com

Sorry haven't been bloggin. Been super busy with my research and I'm going crazy.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

SPORT SUCKER

Haha it's official, I suck at sports. Oh well...you can't be good in everything. Haha it's true. Ever since in primary school, I've never excelled in sports. Don't get me wrong, I can play. I just don't play well.

For instance, I can't kick a damn football for nuts. So I never played it. Actually I don't even like it...(haha cannot understand why 22 ppl need to chase after one ball).

Badminton. I can hit the shuttle, but can't smash it.

Tennis. Just learnt how to play it, still bad but never won a match

Ping Pong. Can play but never won a match

Chess. Haha this is hilarious, I was the exco for the chess club in school but never won a match either

As u can see, I just naturally suck at sports. I pity those who have ever partnered me. I know they always feel frustrated when I'm playing next to them. So sorry guys, I'm just bad........Maybe I should stick to chasing games :P

Thursday, April 3, 2008

GOODBYE KOK MUN

Today had a farewell party for our beloved CGL, Kok Mun. Hmm Kok Mun, you have been a great ZCGL and a great friend. You are one person who can be annoying sometimes but you surely brightened up our day. Thank you for being you and thank you for serving in the CF. I pray that you will continue to shine in God's light in Japan. Most important don't forget me ya!!



My CG members.....Pui Fern, Kok Mun, Hooi Keng, Grace, Yan Wai, Jason, Nicholas, Giap Ho and me




Kok Mun and me.......going to miss you buddy

Monday, March 24, 2008

WATCH THE LAMB

Hmm Easter came and went. Feel a bit guilty for not attending church cause was on holiday with some friends. But I did remember to observe Easter. I remembered doing this mime for Easter last year in PBBC. It is called 'Watch the Lamb". The mime is based on the song by Ray Boltz about Simon (the guy who carried Jesus' cross) and his experience on the day of Jesus' crucification.

What is so special about this mime is that it was created by Rachel Joy Scott. If you don't know who she is, she is one of the victims in the Columbine School Shooting massacre. She did this mime 2 weeks before she was shot. However, this mime is still being done all over the world, just type 'Watch the Lamb - mime' and you'll see a whole lot of videos on it.

Watch the Lamb
Walking On the RoadTo Jerusalem,
The time had come to sacrifice, Again,
My two small sons,
They walked beside me down the road,
The reason that they came,
Was to watch the lamb...



"Daddy daddy,What will we see there,
There's so much that we don't understand,"
So I told them of Moses,
And Father Abraham
And I said dear children,
"Watch the lamb....There will be so many,
In Jerusalem today,
We must be sure the lamb,
Doesn't run away,"
And I told them of Moses,
And Father Abraham,
And I said "Dear children,Watch the lamb...."




When we reached the city,
I knew something must be wrong,
There were no joyful worshippers,
No joyful worship songs,
And I stood there,
With my children,
In the midst of angry men,
Then I heard a crowd cry out,
"Crucify Him!"

We tried to leave the city,
But we could not get away,
Forced to play in this drama,
A part I did not want to play,
Why upon this day were men condemned to die,
Why were we standing right here,
Where soon they would pass by,
I looked and I said,"Even now they come,"



The first one cried for mercy,
The people gave him none,

The second one was violent,
He was arrogant and loud,
I can still hear his angry voice,
Screaming at the crowd,



Then someone said,
"There's Jesus,"
I scarce believed my eyes,
A man so badly beaten,
He barely looked alive,
Blood poured from His body,

From the thorns on His brow,


Running down the cross,
And falling to the ground,
I watched as He struggled,
And I watched Him when He fell,
The cross came down upon His back,
And the crowd began to yell,
In that moment I felt such agony,
In that moment I felt such loss,
Till two roman soldier grabbed my arm and screamed,
"YOU! Carry his cross!"


At first I tried to resist him,
But his hand reached for his sword,
So I knelt and I took
The cross from the Lord
I put it on my shoulders
We started down the street
And the blood that He'd been shedding,
Was running down my cheeck



They led us to Golgatha
They drove nails,
Deep in His feet and hands,
And on the cross,
I heard him pray,"Father, forgive them..."



Never have I seen such love
In any other eyes
"Into thy hands I commit my spirit,"He prayed,
And then He died.

I stood for what seemed like years,
I lost all sense of time,
Then I felt two tiny hands
Holding tight to mine
My children stood there weeping,
And I heard the oldest say
"Father please forgive us,The lamb,Ran away...
Daddy daddy,What've we seen here,
There's so much that we don't understand,"
So I took them in my arms,
We turned and faced the cross
And I said"Dear children
Watch the lamb..."

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

LIVE IN JOY

Was in Penang on Sunday and visited a CF member's mum who was diagnosed with brain cancer. She is now admitted to the Lotus Hospice Centre, a Buddhist centre. When I was there, I came across a poster which realy struck me. Not only was this the sayings of Buddha but it is so biblical. I would like to share it with you guys.

Live In Joy

Live in Joy, In Love
Even Among Those Who Hate

Live in Joy, In Heath
Even Among The Afflicted

Live in Joy, In Peace
Even Among the Troubled

Look Within, Be Still
Free From Fear and Attachment
Know the Sweet Joy
Of Living in The Way

Another things I must mention was that how proud I was with Dear. She helped to pray for our friend's mum and also shared the gospel. Now we just need to continue to pray for her.

Sunday, March 9, 2008

WHAT A WEEKEND

Phew, can't believe it's Sunday and boy oh boy was this a memorable weekend:

Yesterday was the day Malaysia decided. I was so excited as I was a first time voter. Dad and I went after he finished work. You cannot imagine how nervous I was. As I was lining up to take my number, there was old uncle who came to the counter:

Uncle: Eh....sini DAP punya kaunter ah?

SPR 1: Bukan Encik, sini SPR kaunter...

Uncle: Aik...why you use this colour for your table? Nanti orang anggap sini DAP kawasan.

SPR 1: -_- huhuhuh............


After getting the number, went to a class room, wah damn tension so many people looking at you. Then after getting the ballot papers, have to go to a little booth to cross. So scared, my dad said have to cross within the square if not considered void. Wah.....like primary kids have to make sure I don't mark out the line.

Before you know it, I was done. Took only about 5 minutes and I was out of there. There was not much a drama during the day cause the drama started at 9 pm........

I was all ready with the score card from The Star and a pen and channel 501 for the latest. Let me tell you it was SHOCKING.............Okay it was no surprise that DAP won Penang but didn't know so good. And then even my church member from PBBC lost her seat with a larger majority. Okay then the news, Kedah was taken by the opposition den Kelantan den S'gor and den the big shock PERAK!!!!!! Yes.......DAP won in all seats in PERAK.... Nobody thought they could even the opposition were surprise. So by 4 am, BN has only 137 seats in Parliment (meaning they still rule the country) , opposition 85......( tat's about 1/3)....but the opposition has taken over 5 states.

Now I believe in the democracy process all this while. So I guess there was no vote rigging. But i have to admit BN was a gentleman and they just conceded.

Shocker for the night was : Sharizat and Mei Fun.....Both are my favourite politicians, oh well luck wasn't on their side and i can see that the trend of voters this year was voting for the party and not the personality (I could be wrong cause some strong personality also won).

1 thing I have admit, I was sad for Samy Vellu. He should have stepped down when he had the chance. Now he is ousted and I guess in shame.

So Malaysia, you have made your choices.........A new change has started so let's pray and hope that things will take off from here. To the people we voted in, you convinced us you can do a better job now prove it!!!!


Today something bad happened. On the way to church, my mum's handbag was snatched right in front of our eyes. I must say I was shocked and started chasing that fucker (sorry about the language). My mum is okay and thank God she was unhurt but I know now, my church will have to raise security........

Monday, March 3, 2008

ELECTION FEVER

It's election fever this week, at last I get to finally vote...really exciting. Will be voting for the Ipoh Timur parliment seat and also the Canning state seat. Here are some of my insights on the election. Some people asked me, which party would u vote for. My answer is this, I don't really support a certain political party. I support the person who is competing. Why? well I really believe that there is no perfect party to support. Although I have my heart for DAP and also Gerakan. Parties like UMNO, MCA, keADILan, just don't excite me.

I believe that we should vote for the person. It's the MP who will help your constitutent and it is your MP who will listen to you not a party. I'm also on the mission to promote to vote in Christian MPs. But more for Christian MPs who are willing to fight in Parliment for God. Alas there are very few.

Anyway here's a few facts about the seat I'm voting in:

Ipoh Timur
Liew Mun Hon (MCA)
Lim Kit Siang (DAP) - Incumbent
Voters: 76,647
Malay: 12.3%, Chinese: 81.5%, Indian: 5.0%, Others: 0.7%

Canning
Vincent Hooi Wy Hon (Gerakan) - Incumbent
Wong Kar Woh (DAP)
Voters: 31,990
Malay: 13.0%, Chinese: 78.0%, Indian: 7.6%, Others: 1.3%
Who will I vote for? haha that's a secret........shh...........

Sunday, February 24, 2008

CRACK POT


How many of you are familiar with this story of the crack pot? You know the one where at the end of the day, the water bearer says to look at the flowers beside the road to see that it is the crack pot that waters the flowers each day. I have been hearing this story for about a few times this past few months and frankly speaking I'm getting a little bit scared that the true meaning behind this crack pot story is becoming watered down.


Now for those who really don't know the story...here goes. In a village far away, there lived a water bearer who goes to the river every day to collect water for the house. He usually brings with him two pots which he carries with a stick over his shoulder. One of the pot was perfect and beautiful and it always brings back a full load of water back into the house. However there is another pot which has a small crack on the bottom of the pot. As soon as it reaches the house, the pot only have 1/2 of the water left. This cracked pot was sad and one day the water bearer asked the pot why was it sad. The cracked pot said, that he feels that he is useless that he only brings half the water back not like the perfect pot. The water bearer answered, well tomorrow as you come back from the river, notice what you see along the way. The next day, as usual, the water bearer goes to the river to collect water. He reminded the pot to look at it's side of the road along the way home. The pot did what the water bearer said. He saw beautiful flowers that looks like the flowers that are on the table of it's master. When they reached home, the water bearer asked what the pot had saw. The pot answered about the flowers it saw. The water bearer then said that the flowers were watered by the water in the pot. Because of the crack, the water that flows will water the plant each day. The water bearer will then pick these flowers each day to decorate the house of the master.


There are actually two morales to this story:

1) This is the famous one, that God can use anyone to do His work including our weaknesses. He doesn't look at our strength only. So embrace the weakness.


2) Now this one, few ppl teach about it. God is teaching us to be perfect and teaching us not to always think of our crack side. Many people just learn to embrace their weaknesses and then forever saying sigh I have a weakness. And when they fall, they also said sigh because of my weakness. I think God wants to learn about our crack embrace it and also look at it and learn how to appreciate and also do something with it. Just like the water bearer he embraced the crack pot and did something with it. God wants us to help us seal our crackiness. But He doesn't do it alone. Some people think that only God can teach me. True God is the almighty and only He can teach us but God also uses everybody else to help teach us.


So the next time you hear this story again. Listen to it carefully again and learn that we should not just embrace our weaknesses, we should learn how to patch our crack pot.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

CJ7


Gong xi gong xi to all and to all good health and lifes.
Watched a movie with dear. It's called CJ7. The movie is produced and directed by the most funniest and no brainer funny man, Stephen Chow. For those who don't know him, he's the guy in Kung Fu Hustle and if you have seen his old shows the God of Cookery.

Anyway this show is a heart warmer but the best person in the show is none other than the small little boy in the movie. But wait, haha the little boy is not a little boy in real life. Meet Xu Jiao, a 7 yr old GIRL. According to sources, she auditioned and Stephen Chow was impressed by her antics, that she potrayed the boy more convincing than other boy actors. Well I think he is right, Xu Jiao was a great actress......I really thought she was a boy, if no one told me about her.

The other star in the show is CJ7 itself. It's actually an alien dog. It's so cute okay....... It looks like a cross between a dog, a cat and a vegetable. haha. I hope there is a soft toy version of CJ7 coming out from it.

My rating, 3 stars out of 5. A good movie to laugh at with a loved one...........


Isn't she...I mean he adorable...

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

BUTTERFLY

Haha today very hardworking, blogged twice. Here's a story that I took from a Bulletin from friendster.

A man found a cocoon for a butterfly.One day a small opening appeared, he watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its bodythrough the little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and could go no further. Then the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. Something was strange. The butterfly had a swollen body and shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened. In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and deformed wings. It was never able to fly. What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand, was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the small opening of the cocoon are God`s way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If God allowed us to go through all our life without any obstacles, that would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Not only that,we could never fly.

"Sunshine alone won't makes our life beautiful, In every person's life, some rain MUST fall"

How appropriate this wise saying, It does not say MAY or COULD fall, It say MUST fall.

Those who are struggling, keep pushing.......