SOMETIMES

Sometimes I wish things were much simpler. No need to think so much, no need to try too hard.

IT TAKES TWO

It takes two to play a see-saw
It takes two to play catch
It takes two to play police and thief
It takes two to become a match
It takes two to agree
It takes two to disagree
It takes two to fight
It takes two to reconcile
It takes two to start a relationship
It takes two to build a relationship
It takes two to break a relationship

Praise and Worship Songs with Lyrics- I Simply Live for You

As I was driving home from Rawang, this song came up. And usually the CD will jerk and I will usually press the switch button. However, this time the song was smooth. As I was singing it, the song was so meaningful. I forgot that God is simply wonderful. I just have to simply for Him

SOME THINGS TO PONDER

Heylo, haha I lied...supposed to blog every month. Sorry la guys have been lazy to open up blogger but then since got ppl complain about being not updated so I should try lor..

During these two months I was constantly challenged by God. The many tribulations and also trials to go through each day has indeed shaped on how I react to people. Take for example, I have a colleague, let's call her C. I met C when I did my training at my current workplace. At that time, I do not really know her or how she operate with people cause I never really interacted with her. When I started my work here, I got to know her a little bit better. And boy oh boy she is hard to deal with. She's the sought of person who is very calculative and a wonderful tai chi master. Day in and day out I get angry at her for the things she does and say. Until one day it hit me, we are asked to be a light and salt into the world but if I cannot love her as she is, how can I love others. I remember one day during lunch, she kept asking me about Christianity and I thought to myself, is this a good time to share about Christ? So I shared her the Purpose Driven Life book which she faithfully finished and said it was the best book she ever read and now attending church nearby. Now I don't know but I still get angry at how she does things at work but I'm praying to God that she would one day by changed. So how do we react with people we don't like? Do we continue to shun them or do we try to understand them? Do we reach out to them? Let's think about it.....

In other news...I am planning a coup to leave this place soon. Haha Well pray with me and I hope God will bring me good news soon :)

WHAT HAS HAPPENED

Hello everybody....yes CY the blog is mati-mati ikan la.......but hahaha sorry folks been busy and more over my blog has been a place for me to rant a lot...

Can't believe so much has happened within a month:

1) I made a complete fool of myself when I told somebody that I should not have to.

2) I became extremely jealous of the people closest to me.

3) I was test of my patience.

4) My laptop decided to give way and all my beloved keepsakes are now gone.

5) I've still yet to able to cry over so many things.

Haha see more rants..I'll try to blog more okay people

For Good

Have been very emo lately....and was listening to some songs and I stumbled upon this song from the musical Wicked..It's called For Good and I dedicate this song for all those who were in my life and have left :)

For Good

I've heard it said

That people come into our lives for a reason

Bringing something we must learn

And we are led

To those who help us most to grow

If we let them

And we help them in return

Well, I don't know if I believe that's true

But I know I'm who I am today

Because I knew you...

Like a comet pulled from orbit

As it passes a sun

Like a stream that meets a boulder

Halfway through the wood

Who can say if I've been changed for the better?

But because I knew you

I have been changed for good

It well may be

That we will never meet again

In this lifetime

So let me say before we part

So much of me

Is made of what I learned from you

You'll be with me

Like a handprint on my heart

And now whatever way our stories end

I know you have re-written mine

By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring

By a wind off the sea

Like a seed dropped by a skybird

In a distant wood

Who can say if I've been changed for the better?

But because I knew you

And just to clear the air

I ask forgiveness

For the things I've done you blame me for

But then, I guess we know

There's blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Who can say if I've been

Changed for the better?

I do believe I have been

Changed for the better

Because I knew you...

I have been changed for good...

WHY? HOW?

Hey everyone,

My goal now is to blog at least once a month haha and hopefully able to stick to it more often. Well decided to blog today cause well don't just feel well inside. Yesterday in the morning I got a message from a close friend who told me that he is with someone now. I'm real happy for him cause I know it was a struggle for him. So M really happy for you, may you continue to walk this nice path soundly.

Of course I didn't think of it tat much until of course came at nite. Now you all know kkb is a very small town and well can get lonely sometimes. And the fact that someone else told me that they are together (well the guy told me because I asked after so many news about them). I'm extremely happy cause both of them are people I care about. So I thought it was a great affair..den panic button set in....SHIT...then where am I now? And I couldn't sleep the whole nite thinking (yes a big flaw in me....think too much).

To add salt to the wound, another close friend of mine just told me he is with someone now too....OMG.........in 2 days.....man....................

Now I'm real happy for them la........cause I know they are goign to be good boy friends and girl friends to their partners....I think I just panic........1) Things are going to be different (I may not be in the top of food chain...whic is okay) 2) It does make me wonder....where am I now?

SIGH...EMO DAY