Thursday, September 18, 2008

TAGGED BY AARON OO

Haha I'm tagged, it's my first time though. Thanks Aaron Oo

1. The last person that tagged you is? Aaron Oo.

2. Your relationship with him/her? LaSallian friend.

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her. Straightforward - Cute - Cheeky - Smiley - Loud?

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for u? Hmm calling me his name sake.

5. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you? Aaron......

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will.. erm............hahaha

7. If she becomes your enemy, you will..So far, still friends.

8. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on....He should know.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...I insulted him and vice versa

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is... 0_0

11. Overall impression towards him/her is....Being himself.

12. How do you think the people around you feel about you? Cheerful.

13. The character for yourself is? I'm just me.

14. On the contrary, the character that you hate yourself is? Too emotional.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is? I don't believe in such things.

16. For the person/people who cares and like you, say something about him/her/them. My beloveds

17. 10 ppl to tag..
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1. Alex Kuek
2. Yan Wai
3. Joshua Entol
4. Jinny Yew
5. Choulyee
6. Tsu Chong
7. Wan Ling
8. Joshua Johnson
9. Pui Fern
10. Paolo
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18. Who is number 2 having relationship with? Somebody I don't know

19. Is 3 a male or female? Male

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing? Haha would be cute.

21. How about 5 and 8? WAH.

22. What is number 1 studying about? Working.

23. When is the last time u chat with them? Once in a while for some. And some others everyday.

24. Is number 4 still single? Nope.

25. Say something about number 2. A great friend and junior

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

MALAYSIA DAY

To all Malaysians,
Happy Malaysia Day. Yes I don't call it National Day buy Malaysia Day. Got difference. I believe that 31st August is the day, we got independance. But today is the day we celebrate with our friends from Sabah and Sarawak. Honestly, I don't think we need a public holiday on this day, we have enough holidays (rumour has it, we are the country with the most holidays).

Well I know it's a bit late to put this thing but here's something you can do for Malaysia Day. This letter was taken from Jonathan to us:
Dear Lasallians,

This year we celebrated 51 years of independence. This will be followed by 45 years of integration, of Malaysia, to be commemorated tomorrow. But have we much cause to celebrate? Truth be told, we are living in somewhat dark circumstances. Recent happenings in our country have brought about a great deal of tension and discord among her people. We are all responsible for our current state, in one way or another. We seem to be in an age where intolerance, injustice and strife are the order of the day.

As Lasallians, we always emphasise the need for solidarity with the last, the lost and the least. We mark it with symbolic actions during the national convention and with prayers during the day for prayers of peace, but what of now. And so it comes to mind that solidarity is what we need, this Malaysia Day. Solidarity as a sign of indivisibility and strength in unity. So dear Lasallians, wherever you are; and even non-Lasallians (should you be reading this), If you see nothing, feel nothing of this, then let this day pass like any other.But if you see as I see, feel as I feel, and seek as I seek, then let us be our best, on this day when our nation was formed. Let us mark this day by remembering that we are all brothers and sisters under our nation’s flag.

Let this day be remembered for our unity and solidarity with one another, more than everything else.Let us, on this September 16, celebrate our similarities AND diversity.This is the invitation to you. If you see yourself as BANGSA MALAYSIA, in the best sense of the word, then draw the Jalur Gemilang on the back of your non-writing hand (unless you possess the convenience of an accomplice). Include a personal statement. You may draw it, sketch it, colour it, paint it etc. That is up to you. No dimensions, no strict guidelines. We’re all different anyway. Just make sure it’s recognisable. And as we walk out of our rooms, homes, cells, corners on this day, together let us carry the flag of our nation with pride in our hearts, minds and on our hands.

P.S. I will be uploading my picture of my flag later.....hehehe

Jalur Gemilang di bawah naunganmu

Monday, September 15, 2008

WOUNDED HEALER



Recently, I'm recovering from all the bruises and scracthes I have on my spirit. It hasn't been the best of weeks but I'm still moving on. I can see that my temper has shorten and I'm also getting irritated easily by people's remark. I've become too sensitive to many things now. Some people say somethings and then ouches it hurts. I guess the wounds are deep this time and it's taking time. What happened?

Well I can tell you that it's the lack of attention. Hah? Seriously it is. Not many people know that I struggle a lot every day and not many people see that I am also human, needs comforting and assurance. Sounds selfish right? but not when you yourself are doing it for people. Nope not asking that you give me back what I give you, but sometimes it hurts that not many people care about what you are going through. Today during the sermon, I remembered something I learnt in Camp Cameron. We are all wounded healers. All of us. We need to know that as much as we want people to help soothe our hurt, we need to soothe others as well. We cannot be lone rangers and we cannot even just think that our mission is the greatest mission. All of us are wounded healers, made equally in Christ.

At the moment, my wounds are deep and not only that, some people are rubbing salt into it. Annette said in camp that I'll be experiencing things that I have not experienced before. I guess this is it.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

CHANGE

Yes I don't like change as much as you guys know but haha we need to change the CF's website address as it is a hassle to type - and - all the time..


Behold the new website

http://usmkkjcf.blogspot.com

NEW BREATH, NEW SHOWERS

That's the name I gave for my seed in family camp this year. The Lord has definitely given me some new breath and also showered me with new blessings. The family camp this year was great. I got to meet a lot of the juniors and got close to some seniors. I'm glad that I went this year and haha also my last time attending camps like this.

I have my reasons for choosing that name for my seed. New breath meaning I needed fresh anointing from the Lord. I was getting tired physically and spiritually. From my previous post, you can see how angry I am with the world, the Lord and with the CF. People don't care anymore. The weekend at home in Ipoh prove to be a resting of the body. I was physically and mentally recharged. The weekend at camp was different. My spirit was restored. Mind you it's still in repairing state and it's vulnerable. New showers was because of what Annette (speaker) said to me.....there are new dews in your life Aaron! Meaning new blessings and new challenges ahead which means exciting times are ahead.

"I HAVE NEVER LEFT YOU!"

A phrase that I will treasure..............


Wednesday, September 3, 2008

GROWING UP

A little while ago, a junior of mine said........"We need to start growing up"....wow struck me hard....

Actually for a few weeks, have been feeling rather down lately. My whole spiritual life is in a mess. Haven't been reading the bible or spending quiet time regularly. I just have no more heart to do it. One of the reasons is I feel so lonely in campus and that I don't have much friends. You might say your juniors le? Well exactly they are my juniors. I'm also final year with them, but I don't feel final year with them. As much I love them, I sometimes think that they look down on me in certain areas. Haha naturally when you are as big me many people think you don't meet certain qualities. Hmm haven't really tried climbing Mt Kinabalu before though, yet to do it...someday.....

Another reason could have been my stress level. I'm a bad person with stress. I never deal with it properly (unfortunately in my home, I seemed to be the only one who handles it well). As you guys know, I have a very very very XX 10000000000 demanding boss....although she is a great boss but haha sometimes she can really drive me up the wall. A few times already I have broken down because of her.

Hmm but wat my junior said tat day made me think.. GROW UP!!!! I need to GROW UP......it's time that I stop whining and move on. If people don't like the way I am, screw them! If people think I'm like that, then so be it! If people don't care about me, I still care for them! It's a tough world out there but I guess we can only survive if we learn to GROW UP